Tonight for the second time since working. I've had the realization that it can sometimes be tough to be Mormon slap me in the face. Two in a half years ago a friend I was working with and I were going to go to the mall on our over night. Instead she decided to go drinking with the cowokers. Tonight the another friend, myself a coworker and myself went out to eat for his birthday. Then my friend and I were going to go down town. Instead even though they just had been drinking some at the resturant they decided to go back to the hotel and drink some more. Granted both times I declined the offer to drink and told the flight attendants to go ahead if they wanted to drink instead. I didn't want them to do something they didn't want to do cause of me. And both times they choose to drink and I was left out. I don't regret my choose in not going with them and in reality I love being a Mormon and wouldn't want to be without the church. But it hurts to be left behind. It really sucks. And both times for a few moments I wished that I wasn't Mormon. Sometimes it's hard to be Mormon.
